Down by the river...

We went on a drive, down by the river...

so that this little boy could throw rocks into the water.

We brought our dinner that my visiting teachers made and ate it picnic style. It was pesto pasta.

I really like pesto.

It's one of my favorite things in life so that made it really nice tonight.

I can't even tell you how much this little Tru of mine means to me. He has brought so much joy into my life over the past 19 months, but almost more importantly over the past few days... while I try to figure out how to somehow mend my completely shattered heart...

There is so much going through my mind right now. So much that I want to talk about and so much that I need to sort out still. It's been a roller coaster ride, where the highs are really high and the lows are pretty low...

But it was nice to sit by the river for a few minutes and watch this little boy have so much joy in throwing rocks.

I just wanted to pop in here for a minute and say thank you to all of you who have called me, who have taken two seconds to leave me a little message of support and comfort. I can't even begin to tell you how much that has meant to me. I feel very blessed to have such great family members and friends who care for us. Thank you for sharing your love, because I've really needed to feel it...