... the night is always darkest just before the dawn...
Well my friends... I think that I'm ready for a break... mainly a break from blogging. I feel like when I blog now days it's just me complaining (see the last few posts if you need an example). I'm just really tired of this. I'm ready to be done. I'm going on about 10 months of being down and out either due to bedrest, childbirth, or chemo and I'm really tired of it. Tru is tired of it. I feel like I'm in the darkest part of the night right now. I don't want to just be a complainer here, and I think that I need a break from this whole online world that I've created for myself that sometimes seems like it's my whole world.
I need something that is real to focus on. Something that I can hold in my hand. Something that makes me feel alive....
I know that dawn is coming... I can feel it. But it's not time yet, I'm not there yet. I just need to wade through this darkness until I can see the light a little better... and I don't think that the ole' internet is going to get me there.
I'll post if there is anything earth shattering or significant that is happening... but I doubt that will be! See you in a while.
Meg
