7.31.2007

Crazy Pregnancy Dreams...

So these dreams are getting more vivid and scary as the days go by...

Last night I dreamed that I woke up one morning and said, "Man, I've gotten skinny all the sudden, I wasn't this skinny yesterday." Trent said that I had a baby a month ago, that's why I was skinny again. But I didn't remember having the baby at all... Trent said that I had been asleep for a month and that now that I was awake we could go and get the baby from the hospital. So we went to the hospital and there was this little baby that had one of those red birth marks on his face, just on his cheeks and chin like a little beard. So I picked up my red bearded baby that looked nothing like me or Trent and we went home. I couldn't figure out how I didn't remember giving birth to him or anything. So I started calling him the name that we have picked out for our little boy and Trent said that he ended up not naming him that, but that his name was Christopher Neil. Totally random, not that it's a bad name, but we have never talked about Christopher or Neil before. I asked him why he named him that and Trent said that since I was sleeping for a month that he got to sign the birth certificate and he decided that he wanted to name him Christopher Neil.....

Can you tell that I'm starting to get a little nervous about this whole pregnancy, birth, baby thing?? I think that most women start to get antsy about having the baby, they are sick of waiting and just want to get it over with, but I am fine with being pregnant. I've got this down pretty good, I can waddle around the rest of my life if I have to. I'm trying not to think too much about actually having the baby because it just makes me too nervous...

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